Friendship

Thursday

Finally all those tests, assignments and projects have come to an end today. Since we (my classmates and I) have been hearing and saying all those 3 nouns for this whole semester, I do not and will not speak more about them. But, talking about all those works, there is an interesting thing to talk about that is relationship among friends.

There are many kinds of people as we all know (I am very very sure that you all know, but how well do you know?). Human beings are remarkable kind of creature because they have minds to THINK compared to other animals. But at the same time, it is also that the “great” mind which makes simple thing becomes complicated. (But the way, animals eg. dogs are also improving themselves too because they can “read” their owners’ minds since long time ago. Therefore, I myself sometimes think that the gap between human beings and animals are getting closer as if we are interchanging our roles; some humans are doing something just like animals nowadays while animals are behaving like humans after living together with humans for such a time. It is a great philosophy. I do not want to discuss much because I am not PhD in it. The above is just what I feel via reading and hearing).

Back to the relationship among friends, I just want to express what I feel as I explained in my first blog. No means of insulting to anyone. I made a friend of mine had and is still having misunderstanding about me due to the words I said during a day where I dressed up smartly to attend a event. Until now, I am still wondering what sentences that I said that made him feel that I insulted him. I can feel the “cold war” (not a war actually, just to bring out the meaning of talking less after the misunderstanding.) between us. You do not deny it oh. Haha. It is very common for people to misunderstand us especially the people who do not know us well or the people who do not even care to know you more. I should have forgotten it, but I can’t because I care about what people think of me. I do not mean every word you say can affect my emotion, but what I care is the negative reaction of you due to my “negative” (in your point of view) action. Action=reaction. Newton’s Third Law. This law is even applied in a very meaningful and educational French movie entitled Les Choristes in French or The Chorus in English. Discover it yourself if you are really interested. It is a favorite movie of mine. I feel that it is really meaningful, but it is still subjective to you. We can share about our views once you have watched it too.

I am sincere and frank to the extent accepted by my friends and I. Sometimes, I may think that the words are nothing, but in your heart you may feel excruciating hearing my words. Sorry if I make you feel so. Yet, this also carries the message that we still have a long journey to become greater friend. Once you understand me and I understand you, then we ourselves can judge whether or not the sarcastic words we say carry the meaning of a joke or actually sarcasm. Use your (engineering) judgment wisely, my fellow future engineer friends. One more thing, when I do not speak and keep quiet, some of my friends “complaint” that I looks hostile. Thank you because you are frank to me, giving me to improve and upgrade. I like sincerity from friends especially when most of others are multi-faceted people. I will try to smile more to balance up the serious and cool (haha, use cool pula) face awarded by my parents. Hehe. Sometimes when I am exhausted, I will speak less because I am really exhausted. Instead of saying that I am hostile, why don’t you ask me why I just look quieter than normal days. There are two options, first is that I am tired of works or facing problems, second, you have really done something that make me feel angry about you. Haha. If you do not do something bad to me, why should you feel scared to ask me why my face looks “black”. I am not an irrational person who releases my anger over other innocent people.

Hehe. In conclusion (walao, like formal writing pula, haha), I can’t be perfect (a song of Simple Plan). Just try my best to deal with you guys. Haha, to You, time heals old wounds. Hope that we will have a long chat again. For others, do not ask me who is the “victim”. Please follow my next blog to know more. Hahaha. Isn’t it wonderful to have some curiosity in life, is it? It may be just a made-up story of mine to satisfy my desire to practise my writing. When the time comes, it will be revealed. ^o^. Lastly, “Faint heart never won fair lady”. But, 被人关心是幸福快乐的;关心别人时也应让人觉得如此 (Being concerned is a happy thing; when you concern people, you should make them feel so), otherwise just forget about it. (OK, stop here. I want to rest already after spending the evening for me to take a nap after rushing for works yesterday till 6.30am and woke up at 8.10am today to present the works, to write this blog which has been kept in my heart for quite a long time). See you again.

Boyzone - Gave It All Away

Boyzone - Gave It All Away

I … I will learn to live before I die

Will learn to love and learn to try

Not to give it all away (give it all away)

She … she may be

The one that’s meant for me

Or for the man that I used to be (used to be)

Til' I gave it all away (gave it all away)

why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor

I showed you love, you wanted more re re

But I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

You taught me to see the better truth

About yourself but about me too (about me too)

I was stupid over you

What could I do

Why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor

I showed you love, you wanted more re re

But I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

Why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor

I showed you love, you wanted more re re

But I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

Some people wait a lifetime for a chance like this

I've waited enough

Baby, no, I won't let you go

I’m sick of tears and being fierce

(I won't let go of you, I won't let go of you, of you, of you)

Why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor

I showed you love, you wanted more re re

But I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

Why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor

I showed you love, you wanted more re re

But I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

There's nothing left to take (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry ry)

I gave it all away